bad feeling - 12:46 AM
sadly no, there's this bad feeling right inside me. i think i may know the reason. ARGH.........
there's so many things to do so little time. just feel like staying at home every single day. there's present to buy tmr + maths tuition. choir concert on tues. [it's damn ex. kinda regret buying considering the fact i'm broke beyong hope] wed there's band. and i'm like msging everyone to confirm whether their going or not. thurs err maybe sectionals? fri there's tuition. sat there's full day BAND. and bday party after that. stayover which i want to stay but i noe i shouldn't. sun's tutorial day disguised as rest day. and then the following week is majestia. so fast. too fast. and after that is block test and prelims and As. and i'm out of vj. TOO FAST!
i can't seem to sleep every sunday night. i wonder why. HAIZ.
i think i need to start speaking up for myself. but i'll feel i'm being selfish. can't seem to draw a line between those 2. but seriously, there's a limit to how much i can take.
just random ramblings. things that have been bothering me for a long time.